Who are you to judge me. How many miles have you walked in my shoes. Better yet how many of you even took the time to understand the choices I've made. You call me family, you call me a friend. But you put me down behind my back, Question the decisions I've made without any … Continue reading Judgement
A little over one year has passed since I moved out of our home and accidentally messed up her discard of me. 253 days of no contact as of today. I have spent this time to educated myself on what the fuck happened and still it is hard to process everything. To start I was … Continue reading The first thought of suicide.
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Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (C-PTSD) Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (C-PTSD) is a condition that results from chronic or long-term exposure to emotional trauma over which a victim has little or no control and from which there is little or no hope of escape, such as in cases of: domestic emotional, physical or sexual … Continue reading C.P.T.S.D
Pernicious Abuse It goes unrecognized but it exists. It exists on an extremely covert level. It happens behind the scenes without anyone even being aware of what the problem is; the real problem. No evidence of it is left behind and no-one has ever been convicted of it yet in reality, what I will term pernicious … Continue reading Death By Covert Abuse, It took me years before I realized I was being abused.
So it took about a week for the coroner to release his body. In this week I focused on our son , she always wanted me to stay with him so she could go to his families homes alone, I agreed to spare Nathan of the details.Little did I know at the time she. She … Continue reading Days leading up to funeral
So we go to the lake to talk and she tells me that she had slept with a fifty year old man, she was shooting drugs again with her EX husband and she was in her words" self destructing" she had a girlfriend that had just got out of prison staying with her. (Both living … Continue reading The come back